For the first time I’m doing this kind of weird thing ,it feels like a visit to an astrologer or whoever predicts the future but there is a twist I am at the both ends.
In the next ten years, If I say that I want to be a successful entrepreneur at the age of 30 , have shit loads of money in my savings account, plan to invest in foreign trades and stocks and plan a grand vacation in Istanbul with my family then I should rather die.
This is the ready made dream of every teenager who attends college. And I pity , is that really a dream?(Okay let’s see about me)
Before telling what I will be in future ,first I’d like to say what I won’t be in future, I don’t want to be that guy who wakes up in morning with scheduled routine getting ready for his white collar jobs which pays him for almost everything with annual holiday of four weeks, who hangs out every weekend out with his partner in random big malls and watch the damn movie at Saturday nights ,at the film interval his kid starts crying aloud for the bloody melting ice-cream ,aside his wife whispering that she would stop only when ice-cream reaches her hands ,,finally she gets it anyhow it almost melted, after movie they drive back in their Alto to his fully furnished positive atmosphere 2bhk rented apartment while in the other room his parents taking their regular pills, who comes out to convince their son to buy a house instead of living in a rented place which seems good in their society ,also says him to apply a homeloan so that they can afford it easily. When he goes to bed trying to get some sleep ,thought of regret that why he is in that place ,why he is in middle of a food chain of consumer society who is running for nothing and all he needs is problem free life.
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This is all I don’t ever want to happen to me.
Instead I want to live in a Bus which can be altered as a Average caravan home by ticking at one of human requirement of shelter ,also with access to my wardrobe which ticks the second requirement of clothing,(no one would believe that Billie’s EVERYTHING I WANTED is playing right now through my ears so I thought of putting it up)it may sound strange that
I’m very uncomfortable in an immovable house with tight ventilation. I’d become financially independent and step out of my mind hell. I’d probably make some magic ticks in my bucket list stuff, I’d try to escape from the weight of loneliness which I used to experience in my suffocating room and make a way out of here and never return to my country side even some special fragrance of salty breeze hit my nose.
Also most importantly in my future, I’d expect more and more problem with the faces of demon, which should tear me apart ,it is what makes me to understand myself better. Rather than leading a peaceful life.
However time goes on without waiting for none, but in that due time I wanna make memories of life of all kind of vibes rather than focusing only on good, precious ,And I believe that time is the greatest teacher I’ve ever witnessed.
The things and thoughts which I wrote here may or may not happen, I may even end up with waking in my room ,spend all day doing nothing ,but that’s not the whole point about ,it is about that believing in one’s destiny is not everything, we reach there whatever happened or some bullshit fate which never written on our forehead which is in our hands waiting for writing our own fate, however one’s action and determination towards that action takes them to that place,(Actually I didn’t mean that to be motivational….lol)Hard work can change everything.
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